Second chance

Wow, I'm so happy today. Because I get a news, which is I'm debarred from the bar list. A second chance is given to me, so now I can go to have exam without worrying given.

Before this news is out, I have been depressed for whole week long. Healed by friends when went to have fun, but depressed again after back to here.

Heard a news during my stay on hometown, 1 of my senior withdrew from UTAR because he can't cope with the stress. Well, UTAR is stressing us with lots of subjects, we have to be careful and good in stress management.

When hanging out, is sucks when watching 3 pairs of couple playing beside you, and you are the only single there. Well, seeing them happy then I feel happy too, they are my friends after all.

Next semester, and during my break, will be very busy. But hope can achieve some of my target. Don't want to feel like inferior than others anymore. I will learn as hard as I can, just afraid of my own laziness.

Prom night, first time for FICT. But can you guys don't take it so seriously? Yes, it's the first time for FICT having a prom night, BUT it isn't that grand, until whole UTAR have to help you celebrate. And stop comparing our night with others, others had their nightS, they had experience on what to do and how to do, so it make senses if we doesn't do as good as them. Just try to enjoy the feeling of organising the FIRST prom night, damn it.

Felt quite sad when idea is banned, but it's OK, it's not my own prom, isn't? Although it looks different than what I imagined, but I will continue to bring it out to FICTians.

Well, Saturday going UTAR beach party, hope can learn something, and gain something. Maybe it's the first step for me to take forward. Charge! FICT!

PS: Data struct assignment, I can't even help myself, so how can I help you?