gaps....

recently, i felt dat dere was a gap between us...results,knowledges,skills,creativities, n watever things....how could dis happen?i hav no idea..i sumhow feel down, n inferior...i hav changed so much, until i can even c the contrast between the past me n current me..i used to like when dere's raining...i used to like to ply games, i used to be gud in plying games, i used to be gud in memorizing, i used to be gud in anything if compare wif the current me...wat can i do?wat shall i do?i duno the answer..i'm now like standing in the middle of mist...sumtimes when i think abt the future, i feel panic..i'm sked, to disapoint my mom(or mayb even she doesnt hope on me at all)..well,i guess i nid time to find out, wat shuld i do,to make the gap becum smaller...