自杀的SH

这是一篇旧事重提的post,就是青年A.K.自杀的新闻。当时要准备考试，所以就没在这里发表意见。现在考完试，是时候了。。。

那新闻，街知巷闻。在他眼中，爱情就是他的世界。爱情没了，世界塌了，所以选择这条不归路。人常说：“恋爱大过天”。他忘记了，又“天外有天”这句话。除了恋爱这片天，还有其他的天空，比如家人，事业,朋友等等。他的世界有多大，天空就有多阔。很明显，他的世界很小。

他的自杀，影响深远，但是多数都是负面的。一、随着他的死，一帮脑残视他为偶像，不止开fans pages，还封他为先导罗密欧。二、他姐姐和前女友的心，恐怕会蒙上阴影吧。三、wira的主人真的欲哭无泪啊。

脑残的九十后们，都说他勇敢，敢为情而死。我说这叫懦弱，因为生活下去比跳楼更需要勇气。

他的死无疑是令人惋惜的，最令我惋惜的还是他的才能。素闻他对操作电脑很有心得，还没能够见识到到底多有心得，就挂了。如果真的很高超，那对国家真的是一项损失。

其实，真的非要如此想不开吗？身边就没有能让他有继续生活下去的事物？是真的没有，还是他忽视了？那些想要/说要自杀的朋友，睁大你的眼睛看清楚，在你身边，有很多东西，小至一只蚂蚁（细菌是看不到的），大至一棵树都在为生活，为生命，努力着。

Bug #1 and Ogg

If you are a frequent visitor of my blog, maybe you realize that is 2 new images located at the right hand side. Let me introduce you to the meaning of those picture if you never heard / saw it.

First I would like to introduce you to the Ubuntu's 1st bug, which is saying that Microsoft having the majority of market share while in the same time free software like Ubuntu are restricted(For more details you can click on the image). As mentioned in the bug description, very few local PC shop are pre-installed with free software, while most of them including those non-free software with lots of restrictions. For example? Windows, Microsoft Office trial, whatever Antivrus trial, even whatever games are also trials(not the games pre-installed with Windows itself). Have you ever asked yourself, why you keep using Microsoft while it costs so much? Is it because of the software it supports? Or because you already get used to it, because you use it since you learn how to use computer? Well, the answers lies in your head.

Second thing I want to introduce is Ogg Vorbis, which is an open source audio and video format. Many people doesn't aware that DVD, MP3, Quicktime, Windows Media, Flash are non-free media format(free as in free speech, which means free to distribute, modify). Another thing is that they are probably patented, example Quicktime, which means if you want to use it, probably you will have to pay.

So, I hope you all go and have a peek on these two things, and compare with the current dominant non-free alternatives, don't take it too lightly, because it already affect us for at least 10 years.

Short update before exam starts

I did a mind map of Management Principles, here's the link for it. Topic 7 is omitted because I have no idea how to map it, and Topic 5A and 5B is different from the slides. I made this to see how well this mindmap can help me in study, if you find it useful, please tell me so I will continue doing it.

PS: Credits goes to Ubuntu, kdissert(mindmapping software), and our teacher for the slides.

略述UTAR遗憾

在UTAR已有一年半，其中有很多Event出现，可是因为种种原因而未能参加。现在，就让在下略述一些，应该参加/想参加但未能参加的Event(排名不分先后)：

1.Prom night
大学不Prom一下，算进过大学吗？

2.Samsung Wave Mobile Competition
想参加，但一定要组队，没组到就只好放弃。

3.Genting的编程比赛
确实的名字已忘了，比的好像是 Problem Solving Skill 多。参加Camp而错失了。

4.UTAR第一届歌曲创作比赛
作词还可以，作曲就不能了，旋律哼到，可是连 "Do Re Mi"都分不清，还不懂乐器+软件。演绎？直接把我秒杀。虽说可以找人，可是谁愿意替我站在台上？

5.Workshop
拿USSDC分，有些满吸引我的。可惜有些贵。没钱？免谈。

6.其他大大小小的比赛
像什么大吃比赛，crossword,都因为时间关系泡汤。

希望以后机会填补这些遗憾，让我在出去社会之前有些美好的回忆。

PS1：担心这么久，结果竟然是不用担心。只是，委屈"她"了。
PS2：考试就快到，还没有心情读书。
PS3：刚Dota了一场，Windrunner的技术差了，好怀念那段杀MHer的日子。
PS4：怎会在梦中重遇你？难道对你未能完全忘记？不行，我的心已有人占据。

RSI

The time used to face computer seems never ever decrease, the pain of my hand is getting more and more serious. Sometimes my hand keep shaking like used too much of energy, but in fact I just keep "shaking" my mouse.

Have been caught up with some articles since I realised the problem, and I think is Repetitive Strain Injury (RSI). Those symptoms mentioned, is same like my situation, and I'm afraid. I afraid it will become more severe as time goes by. Reducing computer usage time will be a good way to prevent, but as an IT student, it seems to be impossible, because of the need to coding, and read other related articles.

At last I would like to say is, please try to google some article regrading RSI, and start preventing it. Trust me, it will affect your daily life when it starts to get serious.

情绪极度低落

这次回来，真的回错了。听到了两个坏消息，加一件不愉快的事。现在，极度烦心。19岁了，却还只是个负担。人家19岁有公司、有车、有屋、有钱、有女，我的呢？

我，还不能倒下，因为我知道，出来社会之后有着更多考验。

PS1：俐君：生日快乐，恕我不能与你们一起庆祝。
PS2：意外发生，要怪我，还是他？无论如何，还是心存愧疚。
PS3：真的，别再说我有钱。这样我会觉得你在讽刺我。
PS4：你叫我不必担心，难道真能如此容易做到？
PS5：想打进list里。
PS6：一科都不能fail，fail一次的代价太大了。

自作孽，不可活

最近压力好大好大，太多东西堆一起了。每个星期三开始我就“凋谢”了。密密的时间表，没时间休息、做assignment。但是这都是自找的，时间是自己排的。

说到做assignment更死，没时间做，有时间玩？我都想杀自己了。

希望这个sem能有所突破，最起码平平安安吧。

PS：该前进或退后？还是原地逗留？